
Trauma Tuesday’s: The Pillaging of The Womb
- Tierra Holliday
- Aug 6, 2024
- 7 min read
Remaining focused in a world full of distractions seems impossible to do. The cares of life tend to weigh us down which leaves little room for self. Living on autopilot has become the norm. Doing so eventually places the nervous system in fight or flight mode. Many of us are asymptomatic and are septic void of knowledge. The lack of diagnosis does not correlate to health. Family structure, environment and economic conditions can be the cause for deterioration. Interpersonal relationships, work habits and diet choices are contributing factors as well as symptoms of our inward workings. Being composed of 70% water creates an environment for The Ruach to move upon us and create. Housing 74 generations positions this one to be the catalyst of redemption for our bloodline.
Majority of adults get approximately two hours to themselves before bed and recycling the day. Routine is the core of religion. Life becomes an idol when it supersedes time spent with YHWH. The realization of not knowing how to rest was deafening for me and resulted in burnout. Freeze is a trauma response when the nervous system cannot fight or flight. Being numb to emotions, living outside of the body and feeling stuck are indications of such. Shortness of breath, clinched jaw, increased heart rate are physical manifestations. These are also symptoms of a stroke and female heart attacks. Over 60% of Black Women have a cardiovascular disease. Black Women die at a 53% rate when hospitalized and are at three-times the risk to die after childbirth. My Late Mother was a wife for 36 years, obtained a bachelor’s, doubly mastered, a doctorate, First Lady, Counselor and Case Manager, etc. The perfect recipe to suddenly pass from a massive heart attack. A week prior to her death, her EKG did not reveal any signs of a future heart attack.
Asymptomatic people can house illnesses until they become fatal. The medical industry lacks a specialist for the entire body. Therefore, many times a symptom can appear in one area to alarm a deeper issue, elsewhere. Treatments are usually to rid of the symptom void of curing the cause. This is why when cancer returns it is more aggressive. Surviving cervical cancer is not an isolated testimony in my family, it is a pattern. Heavy menstrual, extreme pain, and nausea were my symptoms, for years. Unclean diet, premarital sex and genetic dispositions of the same choices, were the breeding ground for sterilization. Many women believe they have healthy vaginas and their body is alarming them in other regions. Most don’t know the scent or feel of a balanced PH due to unclean diets and aren’t aware since no STD’s are present. Being surrounded by people with the same diets and lifestyle choices can make the dying appear well. Lack of sweat can be mistaken for good hygiene when the body is failing to expel of toxins. Making one equivalent to a pig, void of sweat glands. The Biblical Eve’s name is Chavah. She was formed for the innermost part of Adam, producing Wisdom/Chokmah as a feminine quality, in the flesh. Gut health determines brain health. Wise women determine the health of their family by what they consume. Trauma responses impact the; adrenal, thyroid, pineal, parathyroid, and ovaries. Each houses fingerprints of each experience we’ve had, from the womb.
Healthy Vaginal PH Balance - 3.8 - 4.5
Pork PH Balance - 5.4 - 7.2
Red meat - 5.5 - 6.2
Lamb - 5.8 - 6.0
Shrimp - 5.5 - 8.0
Catfish - 6 - 9.5
Mussels - 7.2 - 8.5
Crab legs - 7.7 - 8.0
Adrenal Gland - Metabolism, blood pressure, heart rate, stress response, water and salt retention.
Thyroid - Metabolism iodine, hair loss, anxiety, depression, dry skin, sudden weight loss.
Pineal - Sleep regulation, menstrual cycles, mood disorders, sexual maturation, heart and cell health.
Parathyroid - Controls calcium which controls bone and nervous system health. Fatigue, poor sleep, memory loss, and irritability are symptoms.
Ovaries - Produces estrogen and progesterone, female characteristics, reproduction, body shape, body hair, supports blood and immune health.
Healthy vagina smells - Earthy, fleshy, musky/marijuana, tangy, fermented or sour due to the good bacteria being fermented in the vagina. Processed foods, semen, douching, feminine wipes, sprays, chemicals, fragrances, tight clothes, alcohol, caffeine and stress can upset the PH Balance.


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In The 1800’s over 90% of The Negro population of America were Native Americans. The Civil War, chattel slavery into The Caribbean, Britain, Spain, and West Africa occurred to Native Americans. Several treaties caused the reclassified to African American and loss of land. The Northern Kingdom Israelites were in Chad, Libya, Senegal, Niger and The Sudan in 7th Century B.C. The Assyrian Captivity 722-740 B.C. forced them into Babylon and Eurasia, in The Rhineland. The Hitties entered Germany in The 8th Century B.C. becoming converts to Judaism, instituting The Ashkenazi Jewish Population seen today. During War World ll, “Rhineland Bastards,” is what Negroes in Nazi Germany were called. Adolf Hitler blamed The Jews for bringing Negroes to contaminate pure Caucus Blood. The sterilization and Holocaust of Negros in Germany is a repeated extermination seen in The 7th Century B.C. Between 1500-1800 Jews were fleeing Europe during famine and persecution. This created Free Negroes and Mulattos in The South. The mass immigration of these Europeans created “ The Great Migration.” These people were also reclassified to African America, mulatto or White depending on phenotype. The Poor White origins of governmental assistance, Segregation and The Feminist Movement, infiltrated The Black Family. 61% of Black Families in The 1960’s were married. 37% were cohabitating or divorced and the remaining 2% were never married. Black Women are murdered six times the amount than their white counterparts. Black men are 74% of 100,000 in HIV cases. 80% of new cases are due to homosexual Black Men and 60% Black Women. Statistics for Black Men being father’s and Black Women being mother’s are identical. Meaning, Black Men participating in homosexual activities sleep with multiple women and create varies households.. Out of 1000 pregnancies amongst Black Women only 599 are live births. 60% of those women contract HIV from their male counterparts. The attack on the reproduction process and divine order of The Black Family is strategic.
“Keep not thou silence, O God: Hold not thy peace, and be not still, O God. For, lo, thine enemies make a tumult: And they that hate thee have lifted up the head. They have taken crafty counsel against thy people, And consulted against thy hidden ones. They have said, Come, and let us cut them off from being a nation; That the name of Israel may be no more in remembrance. For they have consulted together with one consent: They are confederate against thee: The tabernacles of Edom, and the Ishmaelites; Of Moab, and the Hagarenes; Gebal, and Ammon, and Amalek; The Philistines with the inhabitants of Tyre; Assur also is joined with them: They have holpen the children of Lot. Selah.”
Psalm 83:1-8 KJV
The breakdown in relationship between Black Women goes back to creation. The fall of The Black Woman via Chavah, was rooted in pride, lust, love of self, power and lack of order. Hebraic culture was not purely patriarchal, women were Queens, Delivers, Prophets and Judges. Therefore, The Feminist Movement was not applicable to our culture. Out of Chavah were all things created and out of her, all things can die. An ongoing epidemic of Black Women killing and betraying one another keeps the community in chaos. Our Kings were instructed not to multiply wives into themselves nor marry women of other cultures. This commandment reveals the true power of a woman, harnessing the capability to change a man’s god. Women have been worshipped by man since Babylon and continues today with Temple Prostitution, strip clubs. Competition between sisters and the offering of other women, to gain the favor of a man leads to Rachel and Leah. The power of death and life lying in the tongue creates a coven of witches via gossip between Black Women. Bone-carriers are ancient rootworkers whom operate in conjuring of the dead. Lack of communication is not the problem. Filthy communication is what leads to the corruption of a nation and Black Women are the root. The blind loyalty given to men allows for the continue spread of HIV amongst Black Women and contributes to the broken family dynamic. Black Men are often sent to prison and killed due to the association with these women. The hate with which Black Women lead is indicative of their generational witches in their bloodline. Over 60% of Black Women are obese and outweigh their male counterparts. Hypermasculine due to becoming the head of households has shifted the balance of our femininity. Wise women see others as mirror to heal and aspire to. Foolish women place others on a table of sacrifice, as talking pieces to dinner parties. In turn, they create an idol of the very people they speak. Reorientation of The Black Community can be achieved, through The Wisdom of The Womb, Black Women. The iniquities of our forefathers can be reversed in this generation by keeping His Laws, the edicts of nature. There is power in a silent woman whom knows true alarms are sounded at the time of war and victory.
Ecclesiasticus 26:25 in the King James Version of the Bible says, "A shameless woman shall be counted as a dog; but she that is shamefaced will fear the Lord".
“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: Thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.”
Psalm 23:4-5 KJV
“thou shalt not bow down thyself unto them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me, and shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me and keep my commandments.”
Deuteronomy 5:9-10 KJV
Levitical Diet





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